As I said
yesterday, I’m struggling with words right now.
October is a difficult month, and I’m excited for this, well
distraction, for lack of a better term.
I saw the Capture Your Grief 2012 photo challenge from Carly Marie and
Project Heal. I felt like this was
something that I could do each day, as a way to process all that this month
holds, the good, the bad, and the impossibly hard.
I'm playing catch-up to day 1. It's Sunrise
Day 2. It's a Before Loss Self Portrait. We weren't really big picture takers of me during my pregnancy with Caroline. I fully regret that now, but it is what it is. So as a result of my hiding from the camera, we don't have a lot of pictures of me pregnant with her. However, we do have some. This one is from one of the showers that were thrown for us. It was just a few weeks before we lost her, and if you could see my face, it has a big fat perma-grin. I was happy, things were beautiful, she was healthy.
Addalee is so cute! Thanks for reminding me I wanted to participate in this as well
ReplyDeleteAddalee is so sweet and precious. :)
ReplyDeleteAddalee is so sweet. :o)
ReplyDeleteI hate looking at pictures of myself before my loss. I just think I look so silly and stupid for not knowing what the future would hold...what would I give to be that innocent again? It is such a weird thing. Hugs!
I rarely get on blogspot, but saw this new thing you are doing and I think it's a very "healthy" thing for you to blog daily. I'm sorry you even have to go through this all & I don't know what else to say other than I'm sorry. I'm so glad, though, that you have such a beautifully sun-shining Addalee face to wake up to each morning! What an absolutely precious morning picture of her.
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