tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5868743886012358095.post2135159260925804787..comments2023-10-22T09:19:30.832-04:00Comments on Caroline's Family: Rainy Days and MondaysNicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03766020996629533476noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5868743886012358095.post-89544082590823958742012-01-09T17:58:12.709-05:002012-01-09T17:58:12.709-05:00It hits me like that too. At times I just think &q...It hits me like that too. At times I just think "wow - that really happened, we really had this baby and he was perfect and dead and now we are living life without him" I think it's normal for our minds and our hearts almost to be surprised by it all even after time has passed and other children have blessed our lives. Because it was not supposed to be like this and we will forever be in shock of it all.<br /><br />Wishing Caroline were there with you, going to those parties and getting some of her own. She so deserved that. That and so, so much more.Carolinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00101380791416834049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5868743886012358095.post-41853893041215177732012-01-09T14:52:16.929-05:002012-01-09T14:52:16.929-05:00I'm so sorry, Nicole. It's strange how lac...I'm so sorry, Nicole. It's strange how lack of sun will really get me in a funk. I really get you on that. I know what you mean about it hitting you. I'm way way past the point of shock, and it's a definite part of my reality that Georgie is not with me, but it's like I have moments where it hits me really hard, just like you described. What a burden we mamas have been given. Love and prayers for you, dear friend.katie illingworthhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03586049654494206137noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5868743886012358095.post-21611944751742696552012-01-09T14:23:34.216-05:002012-01-09T14:23:34.216-05:00I do believe the weather plays a role...not every ...I do believe the weather plays a role...not every time, but enough! Grief is sneaky...it lets you believe things are getting better and then WHAM! Right back to our knees! Every once in a while I start believing that we didn't really lose Addison, it didn't really happen to us and then WHAM! Oh yeah...reality bites! Missing Caroline with you and wishing our firstborn daughters were here with us instead of the terrible reality we face!Addi's momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13162101241886761065noreply@blogger.com